It's New Years Eve!
My New Year begins on my birthday (Jan. 13) so I don't make resolutions until then...but I am thrilled to be going into 2009! Every year I learn huge lessons and I think this year will be even more dynamic than the previous! This year my focus is going to be on balance.
I do not ever rest my brain...I'm always thinking of what I need to do, where I need to go, what I should have done instead of...you know the type! ..And the worrying...oh my...don't even get me started on the ridiculous levels that I take worrying to... This goes on all day and doesn't shut off at night...Sound sleep is a fairy tale for me...something that could happen if the stars aligned just so...but rarely does.
All of this comes at a very high price...my natural personality is masked by fatigue and ends up looking bitchy...oh yeah....if you didn't realize it I'm not actually a bitch..nope..just real tired ;)
It affects my motivation and therefore my health because I'm so exhausted that I don't want to get off my butt. Oh and gosh...there are a myriad of other ways in which my type A personality bites me in the ass.
2009 will be the year that I learn to control it! It will be the year that I learn to balance myself. I have a plan...that I won't bore you with...and I'm excited to see where it takes me!
Hugs, Laurie
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3 comments:
Awesome! Can't wait to see your plan unfold! I have great and happy feelings about 2009 and can't wait to see what it will bring. :)
Alright- a fellow Capricorn! Mine is January 11th. Found your blog through Hot Belly Mama's. Always looking for good blogs to read!
If you figure out how to stop that worrying, let me know! I can take worrying to an art form, it's like I do it recreationally. I'd love to stop though, since it really detracts from what's going on for me at the moment, to always be worrying about the not yet stuff.
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